Thursday, December 30, 2010

I'm not perfect.. I never tried to be... I've made mistakes.. I've taken the easy way out.. I've lied to my baby... I've hidden the truth so many times from you syg... I've hurt you, and I've even done it on purpose.... I've left you behind... Sometimes, I've said things that I didn't mean... I'm no better than anyone, anywhere... I'm human... I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that... I'm sorry coz of this syg.... i love you... i do mean it...
Remember all of the good times and all of the special people that were with you during them.... Let go of the past, but don't forget it because, there are a great many things that can be learned from what you have been through.... And most importantly, follow your heart, stand up for what you believe in, and take your own path always doing what you want to do.....

p/s: :)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Just The Way You Are BY Bruno Mars


Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
TRY by ASHER BOOK


If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you
while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready

CHORUS
but I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till im gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/asher-book-lyrics/try-lyrics.html |]
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you
while your running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready

CHORUS
but I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlsah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku



p/s: cry~~ :'(

Saturday, December 25, 2010

u might be the last person that might be in my heart...... coz, i will close my forever after this.... so that, nobody can hurt me anymore........ :'(
...if this is what you want me to do.. then, I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again... i'm sorry... i will love you till the end of my life...
ya allah.... berikan aku sedikit lagi kekuatan ya allah....... agar aku mampu bertahan ya tuhanku..... sakitnye.... ya allah.... sakitnye... np seme ni jadi kt aku lagi??? :'( aku pernah kate dlu.....kalo xsygg, xcinta, gtau awal2... jgn buat aku mcm ni.... ap lgi yg ptot aku buat??? andai ini yg kau mahukan syg.... aku lepaskan kau pergi.... pergilah syg... pergilah kecapi kebahagiaan mu....aku xkan halang... aku akn sentiasa doakan kau bahagia... aku relakan..... pergilah syg..... tinggalkan aku dengan hati yg dah terluka ni.... jgn ditambah lgi lukanya syg.... :'( ~~cry.....

Friday, December 24, 2010

i feel soo lonely..... :(

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.. :'(

Friday, December 10, 2010

aku TERbace kt blog adik aku....xpasal2 kene jwb.. :p so dis ma answer dear... :)


1. Have you ever had a recurring dream? If so what was it?
- yeap... kene tembak kt kpale oleh "org gile" sbb die kte aku amek syg die?? errrr...

2. Whats your most memorable dream?
- get married wif ma yayang.. :)

3. How many hours sleep do you get each night?
- 3-4 jam... tgk keadaan lew... :p

4. What time do you get up on a school day?
- da xskolah.. tp lo g college, kul 7.30 cmtu la...

5. How many times have you stayed up all night?
- banyak kali la jugak....

6. Have you ever got so drunk that you dont remember going to bed?
- sye bebas alcohol :p

7. What do you normally do last thing before going to bed?
- sent msg to my bby.. :)

8. Does coffee wake you up?
-yeap! :)

9. Does vodka put you to sleep?
- skali lagi... sye bebas alcohol.. :p

10. Do you wriggle in bed so much that you wake up facing a different way to how you started?
- selalu sgt... :p

11. What was the last time you shared a bed?
- selalu sgt... tiap2 ari.. :)

12. Do you tend to dream about real life things more, or complete fantasies?
- real life.... sbb ak slalu "create" mimpi aku...hahaha:p

13. How long do you remember your dreams for when you wake up?
- depends pd mimpi la.. :)

14. Which is worse - being too hot in bed, or too cold?
- too hot! too cold bole slimut! :)

15. How many pillows do you sleep with?
-8... hahhaha:p

16. What was your biggest night time fear as a child?
- momok.. :p

17. What's under your bed?
- nothin... :)

18. What do you wear in bed?
- boxer n singlet.. :)

19. Do you read in the evening, the morning, or not at all?
- nite.... :p

20. Do you eat in bed?
- kadang2! :D


p/s: nak yayang sye jwb pule... :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

kalau hidup sendir pon terumbang-ambing....xpyah la nak sibuk hal org yee cik kak??? PENYIBUK!!!!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

PERASAN!!! aku bg status kt org laen...org laen yg perasan!!!HAHAHAHAAHHAHA..

mind YOUR OWN business la SHIAL!!

Friday, December 3, 2010



sayang....
jangan noty2 k... :'(
don't make me sad.....

SAYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss you....
:'(

You make me smile for no reason what so ever, you make me laugh at the unfunnest things, but most of all you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you....

Thursday, December 2, 2010


The truest test of love is if you're willing to keep fighting for it...

I hug you and I almost feel like that's where I belong, and honestly, that's the only place I want to be.....

I love you... don't ever think that I don't, and don't ever forget that I do..

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


ardoiiii...semattnye...

na wane merah...na wane merah...na wane merah!!!

errrr...

grrrrrrrr....craving for NEW SNEAKERS...
mama..mama...mintak duet...na beli sneakers...hihihihhi..

oke....saye DEMAM!!!!