Thursday, September 30, 2010

berat hati nak tinggalkan segalanya... tp apekan daya... itu yang terbaik.... aku hanya menumpang kasihnya.... sampai masa.. aku harus berundur jua....... sesungguhnya... aku yang tersungkur ditengah jalan... takku mampu menahan segala permainan ini... inilah yang terbaik utk kita... aku tak sekuat dulu lg menahan segalanya... maafkan aku.... maafkan aku bila aku tak mampu utk membahagiakan dirimu syg... aku hnya manusia biasa... moga dirimu sentiasa gembira bersama drinya syg...........

Sunday, September 26, 2010

mmm.... i can't feels your love anymore syg.... :(

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

kentot.....

kejadian ini telah terjadi pada hari yang sama.....erk.. :p

situasi 1:
-lokasi: kedai amoi dkt kolej..
-masa: 1436 hours

sedang aku tggu cik yayang, baby, shika, ekin & nik, aku belek2 la surat khabar yg ade kt situ.... tbe2... perot aku memulas2... dgn yakin... aku toleh xd org... aku pon kentot la.....fuhhhh...lega.... aku ngat an xd bau....tibe2...........

yayang: you kentot ea syg??
aku: errr....mane ade... xde2....[muke da merah]
yayang: you ckp tol2 syg.... ni bau kentot.... you kentot ea....
aku: tak3... [smbil geleng2 kpale n pegi dlm kedai...]
ekin: eeee.... zee kentot ea.....
aku: tak3....
baby: eee...ape bau bangkai ni... zee kentot ea!
aku: hahahhahhaha[tak dpt thn gelak smbil malu]
amoi: aiyoo.... lu berak ka??
aku: hahhahahhahaha...




situasi 2:
-lokasi: dalam kereta balek dr simple...
-masa: dalam kul 8 cmtu...


dalam kesesakn lalu lintas....aku pon berborak la dgn yayang aku... ekin kt blakang sibuk gayot ngn cik rudy die....


aku: yang.... you syg i tak??
yayang: syg..... npe lak tak sayang....
aku: ea??

tbe2...ade bau yg kurang asam.... hahhahahha:p

yayang: YOU!!!! kentot ea!!!!
aku: hehehehehehe... da try tahan... tp TERlps....hihihiihi:p
yayang & ekin: ERRRGGGGHHHH...... BUUUUSUUKKK LAA!!! [smbil mengambil angin diluar tingkap]
aku: ahahhahahhhaa... cowieee....:p
yayang: errrr.... tak tahannnn...errrr....

tbe2...kereta bhenti kt tepi jalan... sbb aku xleh na drive sbb gelak gle balbie punye....hahhahha....yayang aku terus kua kete...

aku: yang.. masuk la dlm...
yayang: eerrrghh.. TAK NAK!! BUSUK!
aku: hahahhaha...ala.... cowie la...
yayang: you ni an... bole mati hilang oksigen au i cmni.... heeeih!
aku: hahahaha... cowie2... :p



situasi 3:
-lokasi: traffic light tg.lumpur menghala ke TC..
-masa: 8 lebey...


yayang: you ni an....
aku: knp????
yayang: bole badmud au i dok ngn you ni...
aku: la... npe plak?? i wtp??
yayang: yela..... mau x badmud.... kentot..kentot...kentot.....eeeeee!
aku: la...busuk sgt ke i kentot yang?
yayang: busuk.......busuk....BUSUK SANGAT TAU!!!
aku: hahahahhaa... oke2... mmg tol2 busuk neh.... lo tak xkan you ulang 3 kali... hahahaha:p
yayang: memang SGT2 busuk oke!
aku: ahahahahhahaaha..



p/s: cowie yang.....hahahhaha......i syg u sgt k! :)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

just want u 2 know..

When I'm not there... do you think of me?
When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you?
When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment?
When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me?
And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together?
because that's how I think of you..
.


p/s: I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH HONEY..
I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.....

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore....

why..

One night the moon said to me "If he makes you cry why don't you leave him?"
I looked at the moon and said "Moon, would you ever leave your sky?"

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

For the way you changed my plans,
For being the perfect distraction,
For the way you took the idea that I have.....
Of everything that I wanted to have,
And made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin...

And for the rare and unexpected friend..
For the way you're something that I'd never choose..
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose..
And never wanna be without ever again......

You're the best thing I never knew I needed

So when you were here I had no idea...
You the best thing I never knew I needed...
So now it's so clear, I need you here always...

My accidental happily...

The way you smile and how you comfort me...
I must admit you were not a part of my book,
But now if you open it up and take a look...
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

Who knew that I could be..
So unexpectedly....
Undeniably happier,
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me...
Girl, you're the best....

I need you here always
.....

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

salahkah kerana terlalu ambil berat??? bile aku tak endahkan, dikata tak sayang.... bile aku terlalu care, dikatakan rimas... ape lg patot aku buat???? salah ke aku terlalu syg kn ka???salah ke aku menumpang kasih ka?? salah ke aku kongkong ka??? ka tahu tak aku syg ka??ka tahu x aku cintakan ka?? ka tahu tak aku akn wt p je utk ka?? tahu x ka amat bermakna dlm hidup aku???
dimana salah aku syg?? beritahu aku,... agar aku mampu membaiki segalanye... agar aku mampu menjadi sempurna dimata ka.... agar aku sentiasa menjadi seseorang yg ka inginkan... aku tak sempurna... terlalu bnyk salah aku... terlalu bnyk silap aku... maafkan aku.... aku cintakan ka...
tahukah ka betapa aku wisokan ka?? betapa aku rindukan ka?? betapa aku menanti ka??? betapa aku bersabar dgn ka??? ka thu x aku jd mcm ni sbb terlalu sygkn ka.....aku tak mahu ape2 jd kt ka... tp, ka xphm.. ka xtahu... ka xkn tahu..... sbb aku tak penting utk ka.... :(
You did it again. You broke my heart again. You promised you wouldn't do that. Promised you'd always be here for me. Promised you'd never hurt me. And I trusted you. Again. I was really stupid wasn't I?

Monday, September 6, 2010

Why am I holding onto this??? I know there'll be nothing more to us except you using me... I need to make myself strong..... I can't let you break me more then you already have...Before you leave, promise me one thing... that you won't forget what we had... Because it was special.. I know it was... And if I could go back in time, you know I would go back to you...I made the choice to finally go because I can't stand this pain.... It's time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again.... I don't want to make you feel terrible anymore....All I ever wanted was to make you happy.... I can only do that by stepping aside.... I just have one favor to ask of you... remember me.....i love you... and will always love you..

Sunday, September 5, 2010

i keep playing the same song over and over because all it reminds me is of you & how special you made me feel.... :(
I wish that I was as Invisible as you make me feel..

don't ever let me down syg....

Ku telah terbiasa
Ada di sisimu
Ku tak terbiasa tanpamu...

Semoga tak pernah
Terfikir olehmu
untuk pergi dariku,
Menghilang menjauh....

Don't let me down...
Don't let me down right now...
Terlalu besar ku menaruh harapku padamu...

Don't let me down...
Don't ever let me down..
Cause i wanna be always wanna be,
With you.......