Thursday, December 30, 2010

I'm not perfect.. I never tried to be... I've made mistakes.. I've taken the easy way out.. I've lied to my baby... I've hidden the truth so many times from you syg... I've hurt you, and I've even done it on purpose.... I've left you behind... Sometimes, I've said things that I didn't mean... I'm no better than anyone, anywhere... I'm human... I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that... I'm sorry coz of this syg.... i love you... i do mean it...
Remember all of the good times and all of the special people that were with you during them.... Let go of the past, but don't forget it because, there are a great many things that can be learned from what you have been through.... And most importantly, follow your heart, stand up for what you believe in, and take your own path always doing what you want to do.....

p/s: :)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Just The Way You Are BY Bruno Mars


Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
TRY by ASHER BOOK


If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you
while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready

CHORUS
but I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till im gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/asher-book-lyrics/try-lyrics.html |]
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you
while your running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready

CHORUS
but I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlsah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku



p/s: cry~~ :'(

Saturday, December 25, 2010

u might be the last person that might be in my heart...... coz, i will close my forever after this.... so that, nobody can hurt me anymore........ :'(
...if this is what you want me to do.. then, I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again... i'm sorry... i will love you till the end of my life...
ya allah.... berikan aku sedikit lagi kekuatan ya allah....... agar aku mampu bertahan ya tuhanku..... sakitnye.... ya allah.... sakitnye... np seme ni jadi kt aku lagi??? :'( aku pernah kate dlu.....kalo xsygg, xcinta, gtau awal2... jgn buat aku mcm ni.... ap lgi yg ptot aku buat??? andai ini yg kau mahukan syg.... aku lepaskan kau pergi.... pergilah syg... pergilah kecapi kebahagiaan mu....aku xkan halang... aku akn sentiasa doakan kau bahagia... aku relakan..... pergilah syg..... tinggalkan aku dengan hati yg dah terluka ni.... jgn ditambah lgi lukanya syg.... :'( ~~cry.....

Friday, December 24, 2010

i feel soo lonely..... :(

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.. :'(

Friday, December 10, 2010

aku TERbace kt blog adik aku....xpasal2 kene jwb.. :p so dis ma answer dear... :)


1. Have you ever had a recurring dream? If so what was it?
- yeap... kene tembak kt kpale oleh "org gile" sbb die kte aku amek syg die?? errrr...

2. Whats your most memorable dream?
- get married wif ma yayang.. :)

3. How many hours sleep do you get each night?
- 3-4 jam... tgk keadaan lew... :p

4. What time do you get up on a school day?
- da xskolah.. tp lo g college, kul 7.30 cmtu la...

5. How many times have you stayed up all night?
- banyak kali la jugak....

6. Have you ever got so drunk that you dont remember going to bed?
- sye bebas alcohol :p

7. What do you normally do last thing before going to bed?
- sent msg to my bby.. :)

8. Does coffee wake you up?
-yeap! :)

9. Does vodka put you to sleep?
- skali lagi... sye bebas alcohol.. :p

10. Do you wriggle in bed so much that you wake up facing a different way to how you started?
- selalu sgt... :p

11. What was the last time you shared a bed?
- selalu sgt... tiap2 ari.. :)

12. Do you tend to dream about real life things more, or complete fantasies?
- real life.... sbb ak slalu "create" mimpi aku...hahaha:p

13. How long do you remember your dreams for when you wake up?
- depends pd mimpi la.. :)

14. Which is worse - being too hot in bed, or too cold?
- too hot! too cold bole slimut! :)

15. How many pillows do you sleep with?
-8... hahhaha:p

16. What was your biggest night time fear as a child?
- momok.. :p

17. What's under your bed?
- nothin... :)

18. What do you wear in bed?
- boxer n singlet.. :)

19. Do you read in the evening, the morning, or not at all?
- nite.... :p

20. Do you eat in bed?
- kadang2! :D


p/s: nak yayang sye jwb pule... :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

kalau hidup sendir pon terumbang-ambing....xpyah la nak sibuk hal org yee cik kak??? PENYIBUK!!!!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

PERASAN!!! aku bg status kt org laen...org laen yg perasan!!!HAHAHAHAAHHAHA..

mind YOUR OWN business la SHIAL!!

Friday, December 3, 2010



sayang....
jangan noty2 k... :'(
don't make me sad.....

SAYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss you....
:'(

You make me smile for no reason what so ever, you make me laugh at the unfunnest things, but most of all you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you....

Thursday, December 2, 2010


The truest test of love is if you're willing to keep fighting for it...

I hug you and I almost feel like that's where I belong, and honestly, that's the only place I want to be.....

I love you... don't ever think that I don't, and don't ever forget that I do..

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


ardoiiii...semattnye...

na wane merah...na wane merah...na wane merah!!!

errrr...

grrrrrrrr....craving for NEW SNEAKERS...
mama..mama...mintak duet...na beli sneakers...hihihihhi..

oke....saye DEMAM!!!!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

:'(

masa: [28.11.2010] 04:13 a.m...
lokasi: teluk cempedak...
mood: sedeh... :'(

hmmmmmmmmmmm.....dulu, time dekat,slalu kite gado an??skang, da jau pon kite gado lagi...hmmmm..puncanye??? JELES..... hmm...tah la..... i pon xtahu da syg...kenape kite slalu gado psl bnd yg sme??mmm...i penat...xna gado...i rindu u...mmmm....u pon au kan...i xske lo gado2 ngn u...mmm..i wse teruk....i jadi serabot...mmmm.... i minx maaf syg...coz i tlalu jeles... yea... i ngaku... i jeles...i jeles ble d org try na rpt ngn u... knp?? sbb i tlalu2 cintakan u! i tkt ade org amek ati u dr i! knp i tkt?? sbb i mampu idop tanpa u! i xpcye u ke??? i pcayekan u... tpi dgn org lain.... sape yg yg xtkt, xjeles ble buah ati die ad org na usha??? i xd hak ke na jeles syg?? :'( i'm sorry.... for everythng... i xmampu jd someone yg sempurna utk u... i xmampu bahagia an u... i xmampu buat u tsenyum... i xmampu jg relation kte... i mintak maaf.... i xslh an u... spe je yg snggup thn ngn i u??? panas baran.. kasar.... teruk... pemarah... kuat jeles.... xd spe tahn... lo ade org yg thn, xd la i slalu kne tggl... xd la i slalu skt... mmmm.... i cube sedaya upaya ubah perangai i.... ye.... i xptt post sme 2.... i post status cm2 sbb i tlalu marah.... i xau na luah cmne... xkn i na ckp kt u... nnt u ckp i mara u... xkn i na serang die?? nnt u kte i xmatang lak.... i xau na wtp.... i lpas kt fb... mmmm... i au i salah... i ptt pendam je sme 2 an??? mmm... i janji syg... mulai ari ni.... i xkan ikot emosi g.... i xkn ggu privacy u.... i xna kongkong u.... i xna nnt org kte i kejam... cukup la ckp2 blakang yg kate i ni rampas u... pisah an u dgn kwn u.... i xna da org ckp cm2... maafkan i utk segalanya... dr saat kte knl, smpai la saat ni.... i cintakan u.......maafkan i...

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...


craving for PENTAX white K2000!!! grrrrrr.......semaaattt!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

YAYANG vs LOLONG




inilah rupa ikan lolong ataupun dikenali sebagai ikan uji rashid....matanye, saling tak tumpah cam mata youu sayang!!!!! hahahhahahhahah:p [paggil lg aku mata ikan emas!]
lokasi: dekat trafic light...
masa: pagi yang hening...


yayang: yang, besar tak mata i??
aku: bese je...
yayang: i tgk cam mata ikan kembung jee...
aku: taklah... mane ade..... MCM IKAN LOLONG jeee.....hahhahahah:p
yayang: eeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! JAHAT!
aku: hahahhahahha..
yayang: .....[muncungkan mulut]
aku: hahhahahhahah..


p/s: ikan lolong 2 adelah spesis ikan yang matanya besooo yang amat...hahhahhaha :p
*sambungan episod post yang lepas.....

lepas aku terdiam dek penangan mulut yayang yang cam lahabau...aku pon bersuara...

aku: yang, lapar x??
yayang: lapar la jugak....
aku: mum jom??
yayang: oke.....
aku: mum ktne yang??
yayang: tah.... ikot u la... :)
aku: yang... i teringin na bwk u mkn kt c&z syg....[kedai makn kt area uma kteowg]
yayang: CEEESSSS....kalau kt c&z, TAK PAYAH TERINGIN pon xpe syg! I BOLE JALAN KAKI jeee!!!!
aku: ahhahaahahhahaha..:p

p/s: padan muke mung yayang....hahhahaha... LEBIU <3>
lokasi: dalam kereta..
masa: balik dari kelas...


aku: syg, i syg u...
yayang: i cintakan u...
aku: i syg u, i cintakan u...
yayang: i syg u, cintakan u, p u, cintakan u,perlukan u...
aku: i syg u, cintakan u, perlukan u, nakkan u...
yayang: i syg u, cintakan u, perlukan u, nakkan u, sampai i rase na libas kepale u dgn adpter laptop!

aku: teng!!!!!

p/s: ko mmg siot syg!
suatu pagi yang hening....

yayang: yang,mata i cam ank patung kan?
aku: mane???
yayang: ce tgk ni...
aku: mane de....bese je...
yayang: tgk...cam barbie kann... [sambil mengeraskan diri seperti patung]
aku: aah laa... ce wt skali gi..
yayang: ce tgk....eeeiiii.... skali da la....
aku: hahahhaahhaha...
yayang: cissss....xpsl2 aku memperbodokan diri aku pagi2 cmni...
aku: hahahhaha... layak la.... awk pon bkn pandai sgt....
yayang: yang bercakap tu pon bukannye pandai sgt PON!

aku; TENG!!!!! [muke blur2 air]


p/s: ngek mung ni yayang!!
<3

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

thnx sayang....thnx for evrythng....thnx for being there when i rely need someone.... thnx for evrythng u had done..thnx again.....maafkan i bila i xmampu epykan u.....maafkan i bila i xmampu tunaikan permintaan u.... maafkan i bila i xmampu sentiasa disisi u... maafkan i bila i xmampu na tolong u.... dan maafkan i bila i xmampu lagi utk mbuatkan u ceria......sejujurnya....i sgt2 sedey ble "die" maki i....rendahkan i.....sedey sgt2.... seumur idop i, xpna ade org hina i mcm 2.... ye... i tahu i salah....salah bila menumpang kasih u... tp ape hak die utk hina i mcm 2??? i ramai kawan lain lg... mcm2 perangai.... tp dowg xpna hina i mcm 2.... desprte sgt ke i ni???mmmm.....tah la..... i btahan..utk u.... sbb u.... sbb i cintakan u....tp....mmm...i da decide syg....mmm.. i au u syg die.. u plukan die....andai u bsama dgn die lek, i redha... i pham.... i doa an agar u epy.... tp, maafkan i... sbb i yg akn undur diri.... bkn sbb i xsyg u.... bkn sbb i xcintakn u....tp kerana terpaksa... i xna dipanggil "perampas" lg.... i xna digelar "desperate" lg..... i xna dikatakn punca u stress lg.... i xna u stress.. i xna u sdey2.... i cintakan u.... n i tahu u pon tahu kan?? maafkan i jika i terpaksa pergi....i xmampu lgi btahan mcm dlu ble u ngn die... sbb die hina i u... i mgkn bole bthan kalo die xckp cmtu... tp seme kate2 die 2 tikam dri i balik.... i xminx pape pon u... i just na die ade sket respect kt i....tp.....hmmmm....i cintakan i u....wlopn p yg jd... i cintakan u....dan blog ni akn trus menjdi saksi yg i cintakan u..... I LOVE YOU SAYANG... maafkan segala salah silap i...........

Saturday, October 2, 2010

When I'm not there... do you think of me? When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you? When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment? When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? because that's how I think of you...

ade sebuah cerita.. :)

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.He said no.
Then she asked him he liked her and he said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no.
She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no.
She had heard too much.
She needed to leave.
As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay.....
He said "You're not pretty, you're beautiful.
I don't like you, I love you.
I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever, and I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die....


p/s: :)
'I love you' means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that i will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping you feel the same way for me.



p/s: i rely love u syg... i rely do...

you know..

You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they are gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said goodbye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they are gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spine. When they are the only thing you can think about. You know you are in love when you can see all their hopes and dreams and their soul when you look into their eyes......


p/s: im rely in love wif u syg...
I love you because I know you're always there... there to catch me when I fall... there to listen when I need you, there when I feel alone. I love you because you understand me... you know how I feel even when I can't say it... you know I'm not as strong as I say and still you never let me know that I'm not fooling you. I love you because you make me believe, believe that I am not worthless... believe that I can be loved, am loved, and can love others. I love you because you know, you know I feel this way but can't say it and still you wait... letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that I love you... would give my life up to be with you... and above all... never hurt you... lie to you... or leave you. Now I hope you understand how much that i love you!

Friday, October 1, 2010

you should know!

Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, that is my problem...
I'm only me.... That is all I can be.... No more, no less, dont second guess..... I love, I live, I laugh, I cry.... I've wished sometimes that I could die..... Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.... You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay..and i hope you will accept who i am...and you will always love me sayang...

Thursday, September 30, 2010

berat hati nak tinggalkan segalanya... tp apekan daya... itu yang terbaik.... aku hanya menumpang kasihnya.... sampai masa.. aku harus berundur jua....... sesungguhnya... aku yang tersungkur ditengah jalan... takku mampu menahan segala permainan ini... inilah yang terbaik utk kita... aku tak sekuat dulu lg menahan segalanya... maafkan aku.... maafkan aku bila aku tak mampu utk membahagiakan dirimu syg... aku hnya manusia biasa... moga dirimu sentiasa gembira bersama drinya syg...........

Sunday, September 26, 2010

mmm.... i can't feels your love anymore syg.... :(

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

kentot.....

kejadian ini telah terjadi pada hari yang sama.....erk.. :p

situasi 1:
-lokasi: kedai amoi dkt kolej..
-masa: 1436 hours

sedang aku tggu cik yayang, baby, shika, ekin & nik, aku belek2 la surat khabar yg ade kt situ.... tbe2... perot aku memulas2... dgn yakin... aku toleh xd org... aku pon kentot la.....fuhhhh...lega.... aku ngat an xd bau....tibe2...........

yayang: you kentot ea syg??
aku: errr....mane ade... xde2....[muke da merah]
yayang: you ckp tol2 syg.... ni bau kentot.... you kentot ea....
aku: tak3... [smbil geleng2 kpale n pegi dlm kedai...]
ekin: eeee.... zee kentot ea.....
aku: tak3....
baby: eee...ape bau bangkai ni... zee kentot ea!
aku: hahahhahhaha[tak dpt thn gelak smbil malu]
amoi: aiyoo.... lu berak ka??
aku: hahhahahhahaha...




situasi 2:
-lokasi: dalam kereta balek dr simple...
-masa: dalam kul 8 cmtu...


dalam kesesakn lalu lintas....aku pon berborak la dgn yayang aku... ekin kt blakang sibuk gayot ngn cik rudy die....


aku: yang.... you syg i tak??
yayang: syg..... npe lak tak sayang....
aku: ea??

tbe2...ade bau yg kurang asam.... hahhahahha:p

yayang: YOU!!!! kentot ea!!!!
aku: hehehehehehe... da try tahan... tp TERlps....hihihiihi:p
yayang & ekin: ERRRGGGGHHHH...... BUUUUSUUKKK LAA!!! [smbil mengambil angin diluar tingkap]
aku: ahahhahahhhaa... cowieee....:p
yayang: errrr.... tak tahannnn...errrr....

tbe2...kereta bhenti kt tepi jalan... sbb aku xleh na drive sbb gelak gle balbie punye....hahhahha....yayang aku terus kua kete...

aku: yang.. masuk la dlm...
yayang: eerrrghh.. TAK NAK!! BUSUK!
aku: hahahhaha...ala.... cowie la...
yayang: you ni an... bole mati hilang oksigen au i cmni.... heeeih!
aku: hahahaha... cowie2... :p



situasi 3:
-lokasi: traffic light tg.lumpur menghala ke TC..
-masa: 8 lebey...


yayang: you ni an....
aku: knp????
yayang: bole badmud au i dok ngn you ni...
aku: la... npe plak?? i wtp??
yayang: yela..... mau x badmud.... kentot..kentot...kentot.....eeeeee!
aku: la...busuk sgt ke i kentot yang?
yayang: busuk.......busuk....BUSUK SANGAT TAU!!!
aku: hahahahhaa... oke2... mmg tol2 busuk neh.... lo tak xkan you ulang 3 kali... hahahaha:p
yayang: memang SGT2 busuk oke!
aku: ahahahahhahaaha..



p/s: cowie yang.....hahahhaha......i syg u sgt k! :)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

just want u 2 know..

When I'm not there... do you think of me?
When you're sad and something's bothering you... do you wish I were there to help comfort you?
When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment?
When you lay down at night... do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me?
And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together?
because that's how I think of you..
.


p/s: I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH HONEY..
I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.....

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore....

why..

One night the moon said to me "If he makes you cry why don't you leave him?"
I looked at the moon and said "Moon, would you ever leave your sky?"

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

For the way you changed my plans,
For being the perfect distraction,
For the way you took the idea that I have.....
Of everything that I wanted to have,
And made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin...

And for the rare and unexpected friend..
For the way you're something that I'd never choose..
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose..
And never wanna be without ever again......

You're the best thing I never knew I needed

So when you were here I had no idea...
You the best thing I never knew I needed...
So now it's so clear, I need you here always...

My accidental happily...

The way you smile and how you comfort me...
I must admit you were not a part of my book,
But now if you open it up and take a look...
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

Who knew that I could be..
So unexpectedly....
Undeniably happier,
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me...
Girl, you're the best....

I need you here always
.....

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

salahkah kerana terlalu ambil berat??? bile aku tak endahkan, dikata tak sayang.... bile aku terlalu care, dikatakan rimas... ape lg patot aku buat???? salah ke aku terlalu syg kn ka???salah ke aku menumpang kasih ka?? salah ke aku kongkong ka??? ka tahu tak aku syg ka??ka tahu x aku cintakan ka?? ka tahu tak aku akn wt p je utk ka?? tahu x ka amat bermakna dlm hidup aku???
dimana salah aku syg?? beritahu aku,... agar aku mampu membaiki segalanye... agar aku mampu menjadi sempurna dimata ka.... agar aku sentiasa menjadi seseorang yg ka inginkan... aku tak sempurna... terlalu bnyk salah aku... terlalu bnyk silap aku... maafkan aku.... aku cintakan ka...
tahukah ka betapa aku wisokan ka?? betapa aku rindukan ka?? betapa aku menanti ka??? betapa aku bersabar dgn ka??? ka thu x aku jd mcm ni sbb terlalu sygkn ka.....aku tak mahu ape2 jd kt ka... tp, ka xphm.. ka xtahu... ka xkn tahu..... sbb aku tak penting utk ka.... :(
You did it again. You broke my heart again. You promised you wouldn't do that. Promised you'd always be here for me. Promised you'd never hurt me. And I trusted you. Again. I was really stupid wasn't I?

Monday, September 6, 2010

Why am I holding onto this??? I know there'll be nothing more to us except you using me... I need to make myself strong..... I can't let you break me more then you already have...Before you leave, promise me one thing... that you won't forget what we had... Because it was special.. I know it was... And if I could go back in time, you know I would go back to you...I made the choice to finally go because I can't stand this pain.... It's time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again.... I don't want to make you feel terrible anymore....All I ever wanted was to make you happy.... I can only do that by stepping aside.... I just have one favor to ask of you... remember me.....i love you... and will always love you..

Sunday, September 5, 2010

i keep playing the same song over and over because all it reminds me is of you & how special you made me feel.... :(
I wish that I was as Invisible as you make me feel..

don't ever let me down syg....

Ku telah terbiasa
Ada di sisimu
Ku tak terbiasa tanpamu...

Semoga tak pernah
Terfikir olehmu
untuk pergi dariku,
Menghilang menjauh....

Don't let me down...
Don't let me down right now...
Terlalu besar ku menaruh harapku padamu...

Don't let me down...
Don't ever let me down..
Cause i wanna be always wanna be,
With you.......

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

cintailah aku...

di dalam hatimu
t'lah aku temukan
arti kebahagian

bersama dirimu
aku merasa berarti

sanggupkah dirimu
untuk bertahan
hingga waktu tak berjalan

mencintaiku
walau bintangku tak terang

cintailah aku sepenuh hati
sesungguhnya aku
tak ingin kau pergi
takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini

betapa hidupku takkan pernah sama
bila kau tinggalkan ku
tetaplah disini saling memiliki
selama-lamanya

tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

genggamlah tangganku dan peluklah diriku
saatku jatuh nanti menangis sepi

cintailah aku sepenuh hati
sesungguhnya aku
tak ingin kau pergi
cintailah aku sepenuh hati
tak ingin kau pergi
takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini
tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

Thursday, August 19, 2010

saat aku gembira... siapa dengan aku?? saat aku kaya... siapa disamping aku??? saat aku senang... siapa dekat dengan aku?? saat aku ketawa... siapa yg ketawa dengan aku??? ramai yg bersama aku ketika aku senang.... ramai disamping aku ketika aku berwang, ketawa, gembira.... tapi.... saat aku terjatuh.... siapa yg membangunkan aku??? saat aku berduka... siapa yg bersama aku???? saat aku menangis.... siapa yg mendengar tangisan aku??? saat aku kecewa.... siapa yg mendengar rintihan aku.... saat aku kecundang..... siapa yg betol2 bersama aku???? boleh dikira dgn jari.... berape kerat je yg ada dengan aku..... saat susah, duka, kecewa, sedih, dan kecundang ni lah aku tahu siapa yg layak digelar SAHABAT........ siapa yg sentiasa bersama aku..... siapa yg tak jemu2 membangunkan aku saat aku terjatuh... siapa yg benar2 sudi bersama aku... saat aku senang dan susah........





kuatkanlah diriku ya allah....

ya allah ya tuhanku.... berilah aku sedikit lagi kekuatan agar aku mampu berdiri semula ya allah.... sesungguhnya... aku tidak mampu lagi utk bertahan ya allah.... perkuatkanlah semangatku.... pertahankanlah diriku dari segala caci maki ya allah... sesungguhnya aku tidak mampu bertahan lagi..... :(

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

When you tell someone something bad about yourself… you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, but they love you even more....

Saturday, August 14, 2010

If I had the power to take my heart right out of my chest and show you how many pieces you broke it into, would that at least ruin your day?

Friday, August 13, 2010

suke sangat2 lagu ni.... lagu ni "someone" special suh aku dengar.. time 2 lam kete... aku pon dgr la... mule2 xsuke sgt... pas 2, lame2 dgr, aku jd suke gile lagu ni.... :) sgt meaningful....


THE ONLY EXCEPTION..

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I’d never sing of love if it does not exist.

But Darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we’ve got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Keep a straight face.
And I’ve always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I had sworn to myself
that I’m content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I’ve got a tight grip on reality,
but I can’t let go of what’s in front of me here.
I know you’re leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I’m on my way to believing
And I’m on my way to believing


p/s: i LOVE you!!

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Love means the body, the soul, the life, the entire being. We feel love as we feel the warmth of our blood, we breathe love as we breathe air, we hold it in ourselves as we hold our thoughts. Nothing more exists for us.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

ya allah ya tuhanku.......
berilah aku sedikit lagi kekuatan agar aku mampu terus bertahan...
ya allah ya tuhanku.......
berilah aku sedikit lagi kekuatan agar aku mampu terus bertahan...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

yea...aku dah cukup kuat....cukup kuat nak hadapi segalanya..... :))
JUST GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 16, 2010

selamat melupakan kenangan kita sayang...

penghujung kisah kau & aku..

kenapa kau ego??
kenapa ka keras hati??
kenapa??
:)
aku takkan menangis lg syg....
aku dah tak mampu mengeluarkan air mata...
aku dah tak mampu nak pertahan sesuatu yg aku sendri pon xtahu samada kau mahu ataupon tak....
aku tak tahu macam mana nak pertahankan lagi....
aku tahu kau nekad....
aku terima.....
aku tak mampu nak halang pape....
aku just harap kau bahagia.....
maafkan aku....
kau takkan pernah tah betapa sakitnye aku....
kau takkan pernah tinggalkan die....
yea...
sekarang ka da buat keputusan tu....
ka buat sebab ikot hati kau....
kau butakan hati kau sebab bnd yg aku buat dalam seminggu ni....
kau lupe seme kenangan yg kau cipta dengan aku...
kau pilih ego kau.....
tak pe syg.....
aku tahu....
kau tahu ape yg terbaek....
aku hormati seme keputusan kau.....
aku doakan kebahagiaan kau....
maafkan aku.....
thnx....
sebab bertahan dengan aku selama 6 bulan ni....
thnx sebab dah bat aku happy....
n thanx coz beri aku peluang utk hidop dengan kau....
semoga berbahagia sayang.......

Monday, July 12, 2010

d0 y0u l0ve me??
d0 y0u need me???
d0 y0u want me like i d0???
wh0 am i t0 y0u???
what sh0uld i d0 t0 make y0u l0ve me???
sh0uld i stay???
sh0uld i waiting f0r y0u??
d0 y0u ever think ab0ut me?????
pliz....
answer my questi0n...
=_=
what should i do??? hmmmmmmmmm...

Thursday, July 8, 2010

f.u.c.k


MACAM SHILAKE LA.....

Sunday, June 27, 2010

aku...

ape yg akan jadi pd aku 10 tahun akan datang???? yang pasti, ak mestilah graduan ijazah sarjana muda dalam broadcasting.... hihiihihihhi=)) hmmm... aku bnyak betol plan utk future nnt.... aku nak ada business.... agaknye aku ni mewarisi darah mak bapak aku kot ske berniaga... tah.. aku wase enjo business ni... income pon masyuk...hhuhuhuhuhu=p yea.. just bnyk risiko kte kne tanggung... sme bergantng pd kita sendri samada kita mampu bertahan or tak... aku sebolehnye na sambung warisan keluarga aku yg mmg pd asl berniaga..... aku nak bktikan usaha ayah aku yg start dr ZERO dlu tak sia2... aku nak teruskan...... ayah aku slalu berpesan... kalo nak berniaga, kte kne brani... brani amik n tanggung risiko.... aku slalu berpegang kata2 ayah aku.... BUKAN SENANG KITA NAK SENANG... DAN BUKAN SUSAH KITA NAK SUSAH..... yea.... bnyk yg aku dah tgk dpn mata sendri,... abah slalu pesan... "buat ape2 kita kne pikir panjang....pikir baek buruk die..." ye abah... adik dengor.... =)) aku dah tolong parents ak dr umor aku 12 tahun g.... sedikit sebnyak aku dah blajar bnyk benda... ak rase susahnye nak senang... ak rase susahnye kita bersengkang mata utk dapatkn rezeki.... yea... aku boleh berbangga sekarang... walopon tak banyak, aku dah boleh guna duet aku sendiri utk membeli keperluan aku.... yea.. ramai ingat aku belanja selama ni gne duet mama aku... tp seme 2 TAK BETUL.... ak guna duet aku kerja..... alhamdulillah... aku mampu bayar ansuran kete bulanan skg... aku mampu nak bli gadget2 idaman aku... gunakan duit spe?? duet ak,... dr penat lelah aku sendri... =) aku akn habeskan cuti2 yg aku ade dgn kerja dgn mama aku.... aku tahu ramai yg cakap... "ala...kerja dgn mak..bukan penat.." tp org tak tahu.... aku rase seme penat 2.... aku kerja dr kul 1 ptg smpai 3 pagi.... aku kne marah kalo buat silap... dipotong gaji kalo lambat.... aku rase seme 2... xd istilah "anak tokey".. mama ngn abah ajar aku dr bawah.... mcm mane susa bgn pg nak g pasar cr brg... mcm mane kte ciapkan tmpt nk berniaga.... mcm mane kte nak handle keadaan ble kelam kabt.... n yg plg penting, aku dah blajar cra utk berkomunikasi dgn org.... berapa pentg keyakinan dri perlu ad utk berdepan dgn org... aku ni sorang yg workaholic...tak ramai yg mampu bertahan adakan hbgan ngn aku... tak ramai yg paham keadaan aku...ah, sme 2 tak penting..aku kne kerja kuat.. utk realisasikan cita2 aku 2..... thnx ma.... thanx abah... coz jadikan adik, zee sekarang.... hmmm.... aku just harap... ape yg aku rancang 10 tahun akn datang menjadi realiti.... aku dah pon mule kmpul duet skg... utk jadikan modal kelak.... =)) CITA2 TANPA USAHA, HANYALAH MIMPI...

p/s: renung2kan... dan selamat beramal..... =)

saat aku tertawa di atas semua
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang

selama aku masih bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan
ku kan slalu memujamu

meski ku tak tahu lagi
engkau ada di mana
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu

saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
aku ingin engkau selalu ada
aku ingin engkau aku kenang



mood: JIWA-JIWA... =))